Oh How a Day Can Change…

Fromista to Carrion de los Condes – 19.3kms

Oh, I had such a great sleep and we were able to sleep in this morning with an easier day. Plus, we had been “invited” to breakfast to make up for the room swap and breakfast didn’t start until 8am.

I was really excited about this, expecting a “homely,” personal one. Nope. Croissant out of a packet for me and a cold tortilla for BC. Cafe con leche was okay though and it was free, so there was that.

It was a simple 3kms to the first village, so we didn’t stop there other than to look at some tiny kittens under a bridge. There was a young American couple who felt incredibly tempted to pop one in their pack.

After the high of yesterday, I wasn’t really feeling it today, so it was a relief to stop at a tiny cafe at Villovieco for some juice.

BC headed off while I sat for a bit longer, but after I headed off, I could feel myself dragging my heels.

I began to feel a little bored. I started to beat myself up, thinking, you can’t be bored on the Camino and back and forth those voices in my head went. The feeling persisted though and I could tell I was walking slower.

I thought to myself, maybe put some music on, that will get you moving, so then I of course told myself I can’t put music on because it is supposed to be about immersing yourself in the Camino. Again, back and forth the voices in my head went, all the while I was getting slower and slower.

Eventually, I decided to put music on, but only use one earbud so that if someone came past me, I could acknowledge them properly.

When I pulled the earbuds out, they were completely tangled (my son said these ones didn’t when he recommended them), so it took a bit to detangle, raising my frustration level a little.

I was trying to walk with one earbud in while stuffing the other side into a pocket so it didn’t drag on the ground. At first it got tangled on my sarong, then it kept falling out of the pocket and then it got caught in my pole, ripping the other one out of my ear.

By this point, my irritation was sky high and I blurted out loud “Oh for f*#ks sake!” I looked up and fortunately, no one was around me.

I gave up and decided to put both earbuds in. (No one passed me the entire way!) This got my butt moving, but it wasn’t long before I started beating myself up again, this time for beating myself up about having music!

It is amazing how the vast emptiness of the Camino can cause your thoughts to go from zero to a hundred in mere seconds!

Fortunately, Villalcazar de Sirga appeared, allowing me to let go of the grumpiness and focus on where I needed to go, especially when I missed the street I was supposed to be following.

After visiting the main church, I pulled up in a shaded plaza, took my boots off to rest them on the cold concrete, ate a pasta snack box I had bought at a supermarket and called home. It was a much needed time out.

With only 6kms until the final destination, I thought I’d be okay after the rest, but the straight walk along the road didn’t do my head any favours and my grouchiness returned.

I could see Carrion de los Condes in the distance but it was another one of those mirage situations where it seems to never get closer.

I finally arrived at the accommodation, dumped my bag and made another call home. Thank you to my dear friend Pat for being awake at a ridiculous hour, letting me offload and making me feel better.

I did have a hilarious time trying to get my washing done at a high tech Spanish laundry. I kept having to run from the machine to a payment wall back to the machine, pressing buttons between the two and mixing up the order. When I finally got the machine to work, everyone cheered. I potentially have paid 20€, but hey, I have freshly laundered clothes.

Dinner was in our accommodation and it was a delicious meal, but again, dessert was the best part – a massive piece of watermelon!

Tomorrow is a new day.

12 thoughts on “Oh How a Day Can Change…

  1. Karen always up and I was so excited to see your smiling face for 1 minute then bad reception but so happy just to chat and hear all your varied descriptions of a very challenging mind games walk on the Camino. Absolutely loved the pics. Thankyou for your thoughtfulness to me and other friends, we love you and are proud to be your friend and included daily in your thoughts as you are in mine. Im sure in others too. You certainly keep me entertained each night with you daily walk.love and hugs xx

    1. Thank you so much Pat. You have certainly made the difficult days easier as it is wonderful knowing I have so much support at home. xx

  2. I’m sure Karen u wouldn’t have it any other way, I’ve known u long enough to know that it’s never easy for you. Keep up the amazing effort because ur an inspiration to us all. Love you heaps my friend

  3. If music helps just go with it. Sometimes you need a little pick me up to get out of a slump! Hope tomorrow is a better day!

    1. Today was a much better day, just feeling it in the feet. It is amazing how much you can beat yourself up though xx

  4. You are doing great Karen. The Camino certainly does play mind games with you . What an amazing day yesterday was for you. Keep looking for those special moments and focus on them. Loving your journey .

    1. If music helps i would diffinately being listening to music some times but loving all of your stories just keep doing it karen think of that feeling of achievement at the end

    2. It is good talking to other people about their experiences. I spoke to a young woman today and she talked about how she was feeling bored yesterday too and going through similar thoughts. Makes it easier when you know you’re not alone. xx

    1. I have often worried about being too honest Suzanne, but I thought ultimately, this is the reality of what I’m living through. I actually love reading back over them and seeing where I have come from and where I am now. x

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